Stellar- Incubus

i'm screwed for today's assessed speech la. fumbled. upside down.
i mean, how the heck do you summarise china's Cultural Revolution in 5 minutes?
:(
well for the brighter part of the day.
i caught The Island!
scarlett johannson has SUCH luscious lips. of course you cant compare to angelina jolie, but it's a close call. ewan mcgregor still charms me. :)
so, yeap. yesterday was difficult for me. i wish i can be a much more ignorant person, oblivious to everything, nonchalant towards anything. only then can i be less vulnerable to temptations.
whatever the case, i made my choice. i expect harsher waves, without Him to guide me from now on. i'll still die die believe in Him, but i won't expect the kind of blessings i had before. after all, i chose to lay off so that i can lead the life i want, without being all wild on one side and faking an angel's smile on the other. life is a choice; nothing more.
the worse kind of Christian, in my opinion, is one who's two-faced. i'd rather not be like that. sigh.

I blogged @ 10:54 PM